So, today after having to leave sacrament meeting with all the kids and go sit out in the foyer I said to Rich, "Sometimes I feel like it is pointless to come to church and I feel like we have 3 toddlers instead of a 8 year old 4 year old and almost 2 year old." I know they say that it is still good to come so they are used to it and see the example of it and etc....but sometimes I sit and look at the well behaved kids and wonder what I am doing wrong...Mine don't pay attention and just want to eat snacks all through the whole meeting. I have to tell them to fold their arms for every prayer and to be reverant so many many times. Saige had the giggles today and was laughing at every single thing Greyson did which only made him do it more. Although I had to stifle a giggle too when he poked the lady sitting in front of us in the bum and then patted her bum with his tiny hand and then thoughtfully looked at her bum and then pointed at it and saying very loudly, "BUM!" He is obsessed with bums lately. His, mine, practically anyones....And when he wants a piece of gum he even says " I want bum..." Seriously.... Misha was throwing a fit because she wanted snacks which for some reason I was trying to get her and Saige to go without snacks during church cuz I thought they were old enough to do so.....it was a bad idea....and partly the reason we ended up in the foyer....Oh well. Maybe someday they will sit reverantly with arms folded during prayers and listen quietly in church, snackless. Maybe someday Greyson will go to nursery without crying his head off if you even think about leaving him in there without you. Someday I will see that it was worth it....Right???